BROKEN
BY
Apurva Sanjay Malewar
Profound agony, running within the spirit of my soul, immaculate pain that makes my
Body and mind wither with torment, I want to scream and let the world know the suffering I Am enduring, but I only find selfish ignorance running cold, around the orbit of life.
I want to cry out loud, but tears do not pour in, I presume that it might be the agony so great, the misery so immense, that tears dry out and anxiety filters through the veins. Causing me to give up emotions that I once lived on.
It is always I who makes choices to rejoice on my self made life, and the mortal that I am, I dwell upon the contentment of what I do, what I am and what I will be. But then there are dark forces that resonate around the aura of my spirit, crushing my emotions and finding hHumor in my pain.
Surviving suffering makes us strong they say……… yes in a way it does, but it mostly makes us weak,so immensely weak, that we would never want to indulge ourselves into such paths ever again, the paths we tread on, the decisions we make, the feeling of doing what we desire, will never come back to being the same.
Things do not always last, hope for something better keeps us alive, and I will say this……things that are precious once lost cannot be brought back…. Even if you are able to and could bring back what was lost, that would never be the same again…………………
The only thing that will last is faith, the fact that what we do is right, as we know it and that’s how we see it.
What you perceive as foolish, a big mistake, could be you views, but mistake’s do happen.
Risk’s are what we would endure, unless indulged in or tasted, or even treaded the paths of doom, What would we know………………
For people like me who’s lives are never the same, adventure, mixed with profound agony is what you will find……….. not that I am a sad person, but am different, you all are as well, we all do understand ourselves the best, and we are our best friends.
Let us not let anyone control our lives, we are the sole beings who take complete ownership,Yes!!! family, friends, love, do have an impact on our lives, the best, but then a little too much dependency in them can destroy us. They will have control and we, even though shade us under the blessings and security of
Our family and loves ones, we would never be able to make our own decisions and live them, without feeling
Guilty about what we do…………………………………
Guilt is resentment, it’s an emotions that causes more pain, and intense confusion…
It’s a crime to make someone feel guilty, when they are not……… and it’s hurtful,
People do not realize the that just a dash of guilt could ruin something really great, it could be in everyone’s life, whatever they deal with, it could not be a mistake…………… but that’s how it is……………..
This is one sad blog, yes for those who do not like it, can trash it, call it names, but then its for those who will realize their worth, after reading this blog, will make them stand for themselves, and believe in themselves, We listen to an ear full of ultimate trash and people make us believe it, its not influence but, its the convincing factor that works, lets just listen to our soul and hear what it says, lets all do what it takes, and respect the risks involved in doing them.
I hope this blog gives you all the courage to do what you have to do………….
Peace be with you all, and god bless you with strength and power…………….
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